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        That quiet moment,              in the midst of a dreary night, when the rain abates for only a short period,                   the clouds scatter lightly,                           and the full moon fills the sky gently cloaked in a misty coat.          Letting her light spill across the landscape,                  with nigh to be heard but the remnant drips of the weather before.                            In the stillness, under her cascade,        with a sharp intake of icy air,                     can I feel her serene calm wash across my minuscule form,                                              to settle my b

There is no understanding. No alignment, no fitting. These cogs do not mesh. How can so much arrogance, and self importance, stain the pages of our lives? You take, and claim to give. But never have my empty hands trembled more. I should hate, equate you to the mud. The mud we tread through. The mud on my face. The mud on your soul. These cogs do not mesh. What has been accomplished, was little more than setting fire to my world. Offer me the water, then pour it on the ground. No one was more blind then me, and still, I trample on. Through the mud, Through the fire. Past your water. There is no understanding. No alignment, no fitting.

'Have you ever wondered'... The lyrics catch my ear. Haven't we all? All the possible realities.. if I said what was on my mind, if I was honest, if I had reached my hand out. But not all of these are good.. if I had lied, if I had been more selfish, if I had put me first. We are not always what we want to be, and sometimes we desire nothing other than to be our worst selves. But we can't all do that.. Action reaps consequence Even when we strive for good, the bad can come barreling in. Where can we draw that line? How can we even see it.. Such a thing so easily crossed. So yes, I suppose I can answer my song.. Because I have wondered, and al

Your smile makes me want to giggle, your grin makes me absolutely giddy. When I fear I have done wrong by you, the shame and regret flood my eyes faster than my tears. Even when I'm grumpy, and you are well I can never stay upset too long, because first off, you don't deserve that. And for two, because you make me happy. You are right, sometimes I do put myself in a box, and sometimes I make myself miserable. But then I look at you, and I pull my shit together. I love you for a lot of reason, even your faults are something I love about you, but the reason you are my riduur, my husband, is because you make me a better me. I will fall, I will

Four walls, blank and plain. Two more, above and below. Where I am kept. In my box. Not permitted, this is my domain. No more, no less. There is only room for me. In my box. Perhaps, I could leave. Could tear down, and escape. But I am kept here. Behind this, invisible glass. I can watch, but will remain here. In my box. This is my domain.